Strange how in our day and age we can connect and make friends through cyper space. As you can see I love youtube and I stumbled across a young "Widower", what a strange way to reference someone. I always thought "Widow" was bizarre. That is the reality of it, guess you have to call it something. NYanthem as he is referred to on Youtube is going through the pain of loss as I write. His loving wife too was called from this earth to join the "Choir" of angles. He shared with me today a song by Adele whom I happen to LOVE... I have never heard this song, but as you can see music can help heal, and sometimes a song can say what we feel, but cannot get out.
Hiding your Heart, feels like the safest way to go. In the beginning you need to protect it, cause let me tell you it will get busted up a time or two coming out of the gate. There will be friends who attempt to slip into the role of you lost love one, and that is a weird deal. Dates that just flop, people who just don't get you. Subjects that your adult encounters just shouldn't even brooch. You name it, you will experience it. Then magically as "They" and you know I am still not sure who "They" are, will say when you least expect it. It happens or doesn't, just know that when you are open and ready that door will open. You cannot push it or pull it, it is a door that will open when all is right. It may open slightly, the then abruptly shut. Just be willing when it feels right and let "Life" happen...All will be as it should.
NYanthem-Thank you!
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