Milestones...are approaching and my heart again is full of sadness. A river flows from my eyes so salty, I am sure it is more ocean tears. Our Hara turned 19 this past weekend and our 20th anniversary would have fallen on this Thanksgiving...I feel cheated, frustrated and although I am not alone, I feel lonely. Inside, I try and smile but pressing on my heart is the fact that I am profoundly sad. I should have the gift of celebrating a life rich and full with Geoff. God decided that I had a different road I needed to take, and at times I am just not okay with that decision...There are plenty of Angels in Heaven, I just wish he didn't have to go. God give me a moment's "Grace" cause it probably wouldn't be this way...
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